who says I have to be perfect?

"The reason half the world feels lonely is because the other half is pretending to be perfect."

I just snaked this quote from Julia @ "julia.nonsociety.com" I love this chick! She's sweet, bitchy, tells you how it is & she's just too busy living her life to really stop and give a damn about what everyone thinks of her! Although she is a girl and has feelings, she doesn't let those feelings get in her way of her hopes, dreams, and passions in life. I mean I've never actually met Julia, but from what I've read, I'd have to say she is my kind of gal! I look up to her, and I'm sure all my single girlfriends that are non existent would get a kick out of her site too! :)

Any way, back to the great quote at the top of this post... IT'S PERFECT! We hear it all too often... "No one is perfect" yet, we all at some point in our lives try our hardest to be! I feel people all over this town are so caught up in their false identity that they have forgotten who they really are. I just wanna be me! I'm tierd of trying to fit in, always trying to look perfect, and feeling sick because I'm not as beautiful as the next girl & I can't make myself be... I do know I'm beautiful, I know I'm fun, smart, sweet, an awesome Mom, and I try my hardest to always work on bettering all of my faults. All things considered I'd have to say I'm a pretty good person. Why try to be perfect, or someone else?? I'm not settling, I'm simply going to be the best I can be as ME! I feel like ME more than ever latley, and I'll have you know... That's a pretty good feeling.

Loves.

P.S. I'm not pointing fingers here because there are plenty of fingers to be pointed at me. I have been a fake, a liar, and a cheater. I have done things I really regret doing. But I am living and learning, and I always will be. I just want to write about my feelings and I hope to recieve positive responses because positive is what I am shootin for! I hope for my blog to be like a journal, since I have never had one before this. I love that I can express who I really am here! My blog is for those that care about Talon and I, my feelings, my hopes, and our dreams... I would love to hear everyones feelings on things I have to write, because constructive critisim is a must! Especially because I hope to take some writting classes next year. I love to write and I just want to be better at it! So express yourself, just don't take anything I have to say to heart... Please!

Loves again. :)