it's the little things.

what a fantastically wonderful man I have... I say blue Gatorade he thinks orange (mango) is better, so he gets both. and I lovvved the mango. He thinks I need two special K bars, I say one, he gets two just in case. I say my neck hurts, he rubs it. I say I wanna watch a chick flick he'd say "Notebook, P.S. I love you, or would you prefer Juno?" He sees I have the chills and automatically grabs me a blankey. I cook, he cleans. even on the nights I don't cook he cleans. Talon says "you wanna play cars Peej?" and of course his reply is always "heck yes!" he doesn't have work, he offers to take Tal for the day. i'm being an ornery hag, he tells me not to call myself a hag. when i nag, he takes it in and tells me i'm an angel. whenever i place my feet on the couch, he rubs them. when i open my own door (anywhere) he says "how could you?" when i cook he always tells me how amazing it was. he tells me how amazing i am on a daily basis. he tells me i look beautiful literally every morning. when i'm sad he makes me smile. when i'm mad he makes me laugh. when i cry, he holds me.
we have so much in common, and share the same dreams. i don't remember one fight in the last 8 months, and although it's been extremely difficult this far, it's getting easier. he makes EVERYTHING easier. he makes me want to be better even though for some reason he thinks i am perfect. he's exactly what i've always wished for, and more. there are "things" but i have hope, with time those "things" will turn into "nothings" and Peej, Tal, ..., and I will live happily ever after.

oh and he's informed me that we have plans this weekend... :)
he even got a babysitter! yup... fantastically wonderful!