5.11.2009

You know you're my saving grace.

6am I was startled by vibrations in my hand. I rolled over and flipped my phone open, it was a text from my love "I love you!!!!!" it read... I text him back my favorite line "I love you too baby!!!"

I've cried but I haven't actually balled until I heard the new song "Halo" by Beyonce this morning... Dang that song! This is going to be a lot harder than I thought.

Today I missed rolling over to you and hearing the words "Good morning sweetheart, how did you sleep?" I already missed getting in the shower and seeing "I love you" written on the mirror. I missed listening to you play with Talman while I got ready for work. And I missed you asking "what would you like for breakfast babe?" I missed you pulling me back for 3 extra kisses. I missed walking out the door and seeing two beautiful faces. I miss you already love! I'll miss you everyday until you get home. I can't wait to marry you!!!!

3 comments:

Errin said...

aww sadness... Love you!

krystalatwork said...

Hi! I just came across your blog through my own blog's stats. Thanks for reading my blog and I think it's really cool you're starting on your own monthly goals list. :) I'll be sure to come back often to read up on your progress.

Also I read about your future husband (congrats on the upcoming wedding!) getting deployed overseas. My boyfriend's career takes him around the world to climb the most dangerous mountains there are, but I can't imagine how hard it must be on your family. You're right though, and you have a good attitude: what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger.

Kariann + JD Leavitt said...

CUTEST PICTURE!!! :) i love it!