morning showers.

this mornin I lay in bed with my dearest... Happy as a clam (whatever that expression really means, I am unsure of) I day dreamt of days that we will be able to just lay again. The stress of the world brings us down, but that love of ours always brings us back up.
He surprises me with a clean house and warm towels out of the dryer... He rubs my bee stung foot until I tell him the pain has gone away. He even held a bowl of ice on it while I fell asleep. He reads to Tal and I every night, and then comes back to get me once Tal has fallen asleep. He reminds me of the unconditional love he has for me daily, that is needed, I know once he is gone that reminder will be a memory that is greatly appreciated.
I made omelets, because I insisted. Otherwise he would not allow me to make breakfast, he'd say "babe, you make dinner!" and refuse on letting me make a suitable meal more then once a day. But today I whined because omelets sounded rather tasty. He complied, but only because he hates whining.
we ate on our patio, enjoyed the morning air, and giggled at "Talon batman" as he whisked up his cape across the street to play with his new found friends.
I've been a horrible friend, daughter, sister, and employee this past few weeks. But surprisingly I'm rather ok with it... My man and my little man are all that have been desirable to me... They soothe my every night, and fulfill my everyday. Being with them makes me forget about what is soon to come. I need that right now. There love gives me strength... I am being rather selfish, I think that's ok right now.
any way, I'm rambling... I suppose I'll try to entertain myself with the better things I should be doing here at work.

Have a great Thursday everyone!
much love,
McKeeenna