3.23.2009

finally have what I know I deserve.

I'm starting my 2nd trimester this week... Things are amazing! We are just getting settled in the new casa, and I couldn't be happier! A lot of stress and tension in mine and Peej's relationship has vanished! Now that we are in our house and away from constantly trying to please my family with their needs, things have become a lot more simple. Our house makes me so giddy. I wake every morning with a smile on my face as I walk to open our blinds. Our house has two HUGE windows facing the sun & it's morning delights... I sit on our couch, daydream about sippin on some hot coffee (7 more months) and relax like I haven't in months to the beautiful song of the birds out our window.

Peej is the man I never thought I'd find, but I always knew I deserved... My Marine always wakes before me, asks what I'd like for breakfast tries his hardest to succeed any expectation he thought I might have for that breakfast (although he DOESN'T cook), than grabs me a glass of OJ (with Calcium & high pulp) to go with breakfast, followed with a glass of water to try and stomach my prenatals. He is by far the most thoughtful man I have ever known. He is always worried about me, when I can't sleep he's tickling or rubbing my back. When I'm tired he makes me lay down and watches the Talman, when we disagree he always tries his hardest to fully understand my side, we never fight, our fights consist of a disagreement, and than a long beautiful talk.

This morning after a disagreement I told him I expect perfection (I'm ridiculous is what I was thinking) but he agreed and told me that's exactly what I deserve. I understand NO ONE is perfect, I am FAR from it but, I do want someone to treat me the way he does, talk to me the way he does, and understand me the way he does. As of now our relationship couldn't be better. Peej is my best friend and I am so thankful for him everyday.

My Mommy got me Twilight the DVD for my Birthday and as I watched I was reminded of the love Peej has for me, it's unconditional and extremely loyal...
With a guy like mine how could I not sit here and brag?

3 comments:

Cassidy Dawn said...

oh you lucky lucky girl you! Aren't you glad you listened to me this time haha. I love you guys so much! And I couldn't be happier for me or you right now things are so great! And yeah the cop let me touch his gun and he was hot!!!

Kariann + JD Leavitt said...

Im glad one of us has the balls to brag! Im worried people will fall in love with JD too if i bragged about him ;) And you are right, you deserve happiness and so does Talon! I can tell you two are in a WAY better place now! Im so happy for you guys! Love you longtime

Errin said...

hey babe, call me, I need to ask you a questioN! :)