Another day in my life without you.

I know your around, I know your thinking of us every second of every hour of everyday. I know you miss us, and I know you are worried about us. Because this is how we feel every second of every hour of everyday.

I miss the best cuddle buddy in my whole wide world. Talon was once this person, but has grown to be annoyed with my tight squeezes and puckered up kisses. You never get annoyed. I miss you rubbing my feeties every night. There was no need to ask, I'd gently place them at your lap and smile, and you'd smile back rubbing until you couldn't rub anymore.. I miss your lips kissing mine, and you saying "I love making out with you". I miss your voice, your laugh, your heart, and the way you remind me life isn't supposed to be easy. I even miss you disciplinning Talon, although I will go right back to scrunching my eyebrows at you, for it, as soon as you get back. I miss your unconditional love, and the way you make me feel about myself. I miss feeling so confident and gorgeous with you always around. I missed telling you Happy memorial day (in person since we told you on your voicemail). I cried a lot yesterday, but I don't think anyone saw me. I'm not sure why I hate crying so much. I wish I could just let it out when that tearful ball hit the back of my throat. I wish I could lay on someones lap and really express all of my feelings. But you are the only one I allow myself to do that with. I'm thankful for that though. It's how I know you are my very best friend, and how I know I will so easily be able to spend my lifetime with you. I'm thankful for you and everything about you. Time and distance do make the heart grow fonder and I think it's because you realize what you are missing out on without that person around. I think I'm missing out on a lot without you.